Who would have imagined that one day I, the picky girl, will love this guy so much? How I adore his talents, his attitude and I dont think it’s easy to replace him no matter what, whether he’s hot or hobo. He’s just lovely and precious. There is something about him that you can’t find in other men. My Chunsa story may not be as special compared with others but Yoochun makes my life as a Chunsa very special and I will treasure this.
It’s not a first sight love I admit and since I’m not one to easily like actors, as I am quite picky in liking dramas and liking the actors at the same time. When I started watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal I already liked his acting but didn’t declare myself as his fan yet until I watched Rooftop Prince. I was really thankful that our system at the office was down during that time haha. I couldn’t do any work and I was bored to death so I chose to watch Rooftop Prince.
And this actor Park Yoochun left me an amazing impression with his 1st scene. I still can’t forget his flowing tears when he saw his crown princess drowning in the lake. For me, for his first scene to have that sorrowful feeling while the love feelings weren’t built yet, it was not easy to portray and I was very impressed. I finished that drama in 3 days and the wanting to know more about him was killing me.
I searched his videos and learned that he is a member of JYJ. I’m sorry because I’m not a KPop fan so my knowledge about KPop was quite limited. I found one fancam focused on him where he was singing IN HEAVEN. This is where my interest in him went further. I was spellbound! I was like, who is this guy, how the hell can he give such great expressions when singing? After some searches, I came to know why it was hard to see JYJ news/music videos on my local TV. Knowing their obstacle in the Kpop industry made me adore and respect JYJ more. And thank goodness their music is just nicely suited to my ears. Because of Yoochun, I learned about JYJ and followed them too. And hey, Yoochun can rap plus with his deep husky voice I can’t help but adore him even more.
Back to Yoochun’s journey as an actor because I am still amazed to see this idol-actor’s acting level honestly. I checked his filmography 1st because I was pretty sure I still had not watched some of his works and there was Miss Ripley. I still remember how I was hesitant to buy the DVD since I always get frustrated when I started to like someone but ended up disappointed with their next project. After some research, I finally bought the DVD and watched it. I read various comments though, but I liked how he changed himself, especially in the 2nd half. BTW, I shouldn’t have to explain much about the story and character right?
And he continued to amaze me in melodrama I Miss You, action-packed Three Days and his 1st debut film, Haemoo, for which he received 9 awards for his Dongshik character. Then and now, I want to learn more about him so I google him, watch more videos from his old group DBSK and current JYJ. I read almost all his news. Thankfully there are so many Yoochun sites, be it for JYJ or individual and they make it so easy to learn more about him.
And I still remember when I declared myself to be his fan. I was afraid to watch other dramas just because I was afraid I might be tempted to turn to other guys haha. I’m not kidding, I was on hiatus from watching dramas for about half a year until I challenged myself. At first I failed to finish the drama since I would always imagine him playing that character. But now I can proudly say, I have already overcome it. I can watch any drama or movie because no matter how I like the drama or film, this Park Yoochun still stay strong in my mind and in my heart. Seriously asking now, who are you really Park Yoochun? 😀
And I never thought I will join Chunsa & JYJ events too. It never ever crossed my mind that I will like him to that extent really! He’s the 1st person who made me crazy but of course not to the extent of stalking him. Don’t worry, I still know the boundaries. I went to Chunsa/JYJ’s events, I went to JYJ concert, I went to MicKiss and met his auntie, I bought his merchandise, I created a blog just for him, I google his news like every time whenever I am free. This only ever happened for this magical man called Park Yoochun because I’m still under his spell and there is no other spell that could undo his spell. There is no medicine to cure this disease yet, if this is a disease. And you know what, I don’t wish to be cured, I don’t wish to be free from his spell honestly, because I’m happy with it so why should I want to be free from it? I’m so proud to be his fan, I’m glad to see his achievements even though sometimes I want more from him. I will proudly wait for him because this man deserves our love and support.
You have proved to us Park Yoochun that you can play any role, the only one left is being a villain hehe. I’m waiting for that, I’m completely serious here, okay? And your role as a seaman, Dongshik, you put on some weight, wearing baggy clothes, living like Dongshik even after the film has wrapped up, but THOSE never changed my love and support at all. Long live my dear Park Yoochun, please comeback safe and sound and handsome and manly (hahaha just kidding)! Just be Park Yoochun. That’s all. Because besides your talent and good looks, it’s your attitude that makes you lovable and so special in my eyes. You taught me how to be a patient person, to be grateful and keep a low profile but still work so hard! Keep that attitude my dearest Park Yoochun! Manse ~~~~ XDDD (long live).
Written by: A Mysterious Chunsa
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